it’s nearly the end of april
rain keeps calling: dig deep,
go within, and rediscover
that serpent coiled and sleeping
too soundly, a knot
at the base of my spine.
it’s got me on a kick
painting in binary code
blasting tori, screaming
all off key and laughing
(the names of our daughters
are pins in a map
to find this:
who are we now?
motherswomen)
where is my sex, [...]
Category Archives: stream-of-consciousness
april, rain(n)
April 29, 2008 – 9:52 pm
winter blues have me
January 8, 2008 – 4:05 pm
I’m so eyeball deep in the January Funk. I feel like my limbs are lead and my brain is opiated. I want to eat bread and butter by the loaf, or maybe two or three pizzas, and enough chocolate to boost entire South American economies. I want to lie in bed with TV & movies [...]
yoni leaves
November 21, 2007 – 1:41 pm
Here is a poem that fell out of me. I am in deep love with this modest little bush that lives by my front steps and has beautiful leaves still on with piles of shed leaves beneath her like a crochet blanket. I’ve felt drawn the past few days to creating something Andy Goldsworthy like [...]
hey self? piss off.
September 3, 2007 – 12:08 am
I don’t know who I am anymore; Or
I do but the dissonance between myself now and a few years ago makes me feel a sense of not-knowing myself, and knowing myself is what I do. My journals, art, daydreams, meditation, and prayer all are archaeological digs into a familiar center. I go in again and [...]
this is my new book. old stories new pages.
August 30, 2007 – 9:33 pm
I feel a kind of loud, heavy aloneness. Angry at the universe that took my mama away and is leaving little holes in Grandma’s memory and sense. Bitter that I have to mother the baby to sleep while Bu has beers and music at friends’. I said it was OK; didn’t know the house would [...]
tool + jung = babble
February 24, 2007 – 6:58 pm
The thing about the Law of Attraction, i.e. my new obsession, a.k.a. The Secret, a.k.a. a law of Wicca via Ceremonial magick is this: it works to a crazy degree. It’s insane when you pay attention to your attitude how much of what surrounds you is brought to you because of the energy you emit.
I [...]
unconscious mutterings
February 12, 2007 – 4:12 pm
The best thing :: would be chocolate
Hold :: me closer tiny dancer i love shane
Rapture :: =blondie, but would I have written that if Eden hadn’t? maybe I would have typed sex, but as we know I’m a nursing born-again virgin.
Cover :: make-up. can i find a good shade at the health food store? can [...]
